Put on two pounds since the beginning of the week.  Oops.  I know why.  Cus I’ve been eating.  I can’t anymore.  It’s making me unhappy.  Gotta get back to the euphoria that I get when I’m hungry.  I am not looking forward to home aside from getting to see my friends.  I’m going to try to hook up with Beth and Chris said she wanted to do something, so I’m pretty phyced to see them.


The dance last night sucked way bad, but He saw me looking really damn good if I may say so myself and he told me I looked good.  I know it wasn’t just a oh hey you look nice because I saw him look at me, and it wasn’t just casual look. 


I think I’m addicted to hot cocoa.  uh oh. 


EDIT – Today all I have had so far is a bite of a granola bar.  Pretty good.  I know I will have some cocoa later because, well, He is working at the cafe tonight so I might as well stop by on my way to reading at the library.  Pathetic?  Of course.  I just hope Holly can keep my secret that I like him.  I trust her but I also trust that she might tell. 


EDIT AGAIN – And then I had some squash, potatoes, and french fries.  and cookies and milk.  Well that was dumb.