I don’t even want to think about yesterday.  It was horrible.  Restart and today.


It is kinda early still and I haven’t eaten, but I always seem to eat more when I don’t eat anything for breakfast so I think I will get myself some hot cocoa after a shower so I don’t feel like I have to eat everything in sight.  SHIT I just remembered I have to get pizza tonight for girls last night.  Well, I will just have to be so good over break.  It should be easy, just eat when mom eats which is never.  ha.  ha.  ha. 


Last night Elise and I were at the pancake dinner (don’t want to talk about it) and He sat with us and I made a comment on how foreign people are so much prettier than us, and He started in on don’t make me point out the good parts of both of you, which he did.  One each, I have rosy cheeks and Elise has hair that folds nicely.  But thing is I didn’t want him to do that because now I feel like I was fishing for complements but I wasn’t!  Then He said something about himself, something random and completely off topic, and for a He and I conversation it would have been fine but Elise was there so I was like are you talking about yourself?  Again?  and he was like … Yes.  So I said lets talk about Elise!  Elise said let’s talk about Elise!  And He said let’s talk about Elise!  And we all did. 


EDIT – Intake so far


B – hot cocoa


L – Green Beans and a tiny bit of broth


So far so good.