So far this vacation has been a bust in the food department.  It’s not like I’ve been binge-ing, I just have been eating.  Ugh last night I ate an entire thing of Ben and Jerrys.  Bad idea.


Well, I’m fasting today and keeping myself in my room until there is something to do outside of the house.  I haven’t had a way to work out either except for the punching bag in the basement, but I got some good CDs for Christmas that I can dance like a fool to. 


I have no idea if I made my goal weight because I haven’t weighed myself in a while, and I’m not going to do it here because my mom’s scale is off and she is so skinny it freaks me out.  It is embaressing how she is smaller than I am.  Maybe I should start smoking too…nah.  If I’m going to get sick it might as well be from not eating, not lung cancer. 


I’m going to try to be creative today.  Don’t know how, but I will do something.


EDIT – I wasn’t very creative today.  And I have been fasting for 18 hours and I have decided that the best bet for me is to do alot of fasting unless around the family, when I will eat what I can stand.  And I might have to eat chocolate because I’m going to be on my period and I just want it.  Not binge-ing.  I can’t do that.  I just can’t.  I understand how people could but I just can’t. 


Went to the mall today and might get a few shirts tomorrow.  They are so cute, one of them is so Mischa Barton.  I love her.


Thanks for the comments girls, it really to know that people understand and care.