I just keep eating chocolate.  That is all I’ve eaten today.  It’s like if I’m going to eat something I might as well eat something I want to eat, but then if I eat anything but chocolate I feel like a pig but also I want chocolate after so these days it’s easier to just eat chocolate if I feel hungry.  I end up eating with my mom though, meals that make me feel like a pig.  I hate being home.  I want to go away.


I am so tired, I want to sleep but if I do then I won’t be able to sleep tonight.  And I don’t take naps well.


America’s Next Top Model marathon on VH1 tomorrow.  That is my favorite show to ever watch all day.  I’m excited.