The more I think about the Lindsay Lohan bulimia thing the more I feel like throwing up.  I don’t like throwing up at all.  That is the only reason I don’t do it.  Like I really really hate throwing up. 


I might go out to eat with a friend tomorrow.  I will exercise all morning first though.  I’m really excited about that.  I’m tired.  I think the Zantrax did give me some energy, and that is good because now I’m tired at a normal time.  Maybe I can sleep.  Yay for sleep!


My mom is buying me 2 bikinis and a dress thing from Victoria’s Secret’s sale catalog.  They are really cute, I wanted them last year but didn’t have enough money for the original price.  One is a halter and has a red paisley type of print, the other is a string bikini with ruffles in a few places.  Really cute because it’s solid colors instead of all overly girly so the ruffles are understated.  I’m getting it in baby blue.  Or maybe I will pick pink.  Or maybe black like Lindsay Lohan!  I’m so excited!  Def. thinspiration.  I may just take them to my dorm when they are in and put them on the wall so I can constantly look and see what I’m aiming for.  Or I will just take the pictures of them and put them on the wall.  Yeah, that’s not quite as conspicuos.