I did so well then around 6 I decided I was hungry.  So I ate.


Not like a binge but I had a meal.  I feel kinda bad but at the same time I took alot of the pills today and I worked out and I calculated how many calories I burn in one day and I’m feeling pretty good at the moment.  Plus, I just watched Saharah and Penelope Cruz isn’t perfect but she looks good in a bikini. 


Maybe that’s my problem, I don’t mind not being perfect.  I just need to find my perfect standard that I need to live up to.  I mean, aside from Jesus because he didn’t want to fit in a size 6 pants, he had a robe.


Thank you so much everyone for all of the support it really really makes a day go by easier.