130.6
I am not very happy about that.
I remembered a few things today, and figured out a few more.
1. I am a social eater. When I am around people I get hungry. I think it is because they get hungry. I am going to stop doing that.
2. When I don’t sleep I get hungry. The whole not getting 8 hours of sleep in 72 hours kinda kills you and starts up your apatite. I am trying to switch rooms but if I even can it won’t happen until next week.
3. Taking 3 zantrax in the morning will make you feel like shit on top of being extreamly tired.
4. I need to stop being fat before I got to Virginia Beach for spring break. Yeah, Mom said she would pay. That means I gotta start actually working toward this. I have something to work out for. The abs and ass to pull off my new swim suits.
Thanks for the comments girls, stay strong. It’s hard (notice me) but we can do it. At least we can try. I have to eat tomorrow, but starting thursday it is restriction central. Because people are all about now I can’t lie about eating as easily. I will figure out something I guess. For now I have a headache and need sleep. My roommate was up rustleing things and watching a movie all night last night. Literally all night. No sleep in this room, that would be wrong! Ick.
Dirty Sean 
Hey hun… good luck with everything and stay strong and in control! ❤
My dearest M,THAT SUCKS!!!!! I totally feel for you right now– that was the same situation I was in last semester before I had to switch rooms. Remember, this is your secret, and you need to keep it like a secret- do anything you have to to hide eating, even lie. I know it’s tough but you are so close, and you have done so amazingly!! Keep it up doll, and good luck! You know you can do it- otherwise you would not have lost 21 pounds already– that is incredible!!much love girl!!*c
I’m sorry you’re having such a tough roommate situation–no sleep???? That’s gotta suck!!! I hope things get better for you…your rules sound good though. Keep up the good work!!!
You’re in my prayers and I can’t wait to hear how you’re doing:)
Liz
tell her she’s being an annoying twat!!!
lol….or at least say shhh. i would have had her hair out by now. i cant stand it when people rob me of sleep. *rawr*
are zantrax any good?
keep strong, good luck with restricting
-kate xxx
Boys are too mean. *Cries* I hate them all.
Those sound like great goals! I knwo what you mean about eating around people.. sometimes when I go out with big groups of myf riends it’s like i’m so happy and everyone else is eating and i forget about hating myself for awhile so I eat. But usually I dont’ eat around people because I think they’re all staring at me and laughing and thinking “HA i know why she’s fat.. cuz she eats so much” You can def slim down before spring break!! bikini season is definate motivation!! Good luck girl!
hey hun, those are really cool. im a social eater too. and its wonderful that youre using your trip over spring break as motivation! well and good luck with your room mate..maybe take a couple of little naps during the day, thats what i have started doing. and today i slept forever..yep, so maybe try that! stay strong, all my support!
i totally know what you mean by being a social eater. i am one too..stay strong<33 you are doing amazing!
do what i do… make a goal to lose two pounds per week. if you lose more, fine, but dont aim for more. just two per week. stay strong!
Thanks! I know how you feel with the swimsuits. I interviewed for a camp counseling job today, and if I get it I’ll have to get certified as a lifeguard. No worries! I know you can do it! How tall are you? ❤ Lara
heey thx for the reply!!! dont givup, and esp not now its’ the FIRST of february!!!! wut is zantrax??? and about social eating…dont cave in…u will save money, everyone else is getting fat around you while u r staying the same or losing!! dont giv urself the oppurtunity…go rollerblading or something physical to soc ialize!! n bout the stretchies 😛 after reading ur comment i looked at my thighs and they were BARELY there!! they were a hideous red b4 but now they’re clear!!! lets hoep i wont expand anymore!!
keep fighting! love maple waif