128.9  Yay I’m getting there!


Intake so far – 1 zantrax, 1 everything bagel with cream cheese.  Not great, but I won’t really be eating much otherwise today.  I promise.


My friends and I have developed The OC night in their dorm.  It started last night, and there was cake (purely coincidental) and then my friend Tom was there and Danny was like “When is Meagan and Tom going to go out?  You can cut the sexual tension with a knife” Just going on and on and on and I am not impressed, especially since I like someone else whose name starts with T and it’s not a Tom.  I don’t know how to handle these situations.


Then there is the other situation I don’t know how to handle, The Jahovah’s Witness, Sam.  He is in all sorts of bad times right now and I can’t do anything for him and I think he thinks of me as that goodness in his life and I just want to be like I’M NOT SO STOP THINKING OF ME but that the same time I’m like you have nothing else and I don’t want you to do anything rash.  It’s so frustrating. 


EDIT – I had dinner, I had healthy stuff and then a brownie.  Then I had a hot chocolate and a few pringles.  I also had an apple cider vinager diet pill before hand so it wouldn’t suck too bad.