128.5


I just passed out in the shower and fell over the edge onto my face.  It hurt.  It scared me.  I know why it happened, I haven’t eaten and the water was really hot.  I can’t stop shaking.


INTAKE


B – Granola bar, 180 cals


S – Hot Chocolate, 150? cals


P – 2 Apple Cider Vinager Diet Pills, 2 Power G, 4 Green Tea


L – Chicken pot pie, two chocolate chip cookies. 


When I could finally move without feeling like I was going to pass out I grabbed a granola bar.  I kept thinking ‘I don’t need to eat, this doesn’t mean anything’ but then I would feel like passing out again and I would be like ‘Ok I’ll eat!’  Now I have a third lip my mouth is so swollen, and the inside of my bottom lip is all ripped up from my retainer because it was still in at the time of the fall, and I have a scrape on my chin.  And a headache.


But I’m ok.  I just have to keep going.  Keep on keeping on.  I might eat lunch and go to class and skip dinner. 


EDIT – I so didn’t skip dinner.  In fact I even went to late night.  I am going to do my best to fast tomorrow.  I don’t think I will need so much breakfast because I was a pig today.


And I went to the nurse and I’m still dehydrated.  Freakin water.