129.8

Well, I’m pretty excited.  I ate last night too.  Wow.  Maybe it was the workout.  I don’t know but whatever it is I’m going to keep at that.  That is 9.8 pounds closer to my goal!  I’m so excited!!!

EDIT – Intake

Ramen Noodles – 400 cals

Granola Bar – 190 cals

Honey Nut Cherios – 110 cals

Hot Chocolate – 150 cals

Also a bunch of the appropriate pills.

I will probubly eat more later.  Because I will most likely eat regular ish for the next few days.  Only because I want to be able to celebrate with Holly her return.  And then I will get back to normal.  Plus I’m working out.  Those are my justifications. 

EDIT AGAIN! – I just did about 20 minutes of yoga and 50 of strip tease aerobics.  Gotta tell yah, the thighs are burning and twitching.  “Involuntary muscle spasm!  Watch the show!!!”   And I did about 5 minutes of crunches, I know not alot but better than nothing.  And now time for a shower.

EDIT AGAIN AGAIN!! – I keep forgetting to mention that I re-did one of my old bracelettes that has earth toned beads on hemp, and also made a red bracelette.  Just embroidery floss in knots but I like it.  It goes well with the old one.  Maybe I will post pictures sometime. 

Ok, ended my fast. 

Progresso Steak and Potato Soup – about 300 cals

Frosted Chex – 110 cals

2 Kisses and 2 Peanut Butter Cups – must be under 50 cals

And a Milky Way.  AHAHAHA 270 cals or something.  I think it’s hilarious that so much of my intake is made up of chocolate.  I just love it so much!

So not bad for one day, plus I took the pills.  Thank you for all of the support everyone, it’s very encouraging! 

I’m watching What a Girl Wants (again!) and Oliver James is sooooo hott.  Gotta tell you.  It’s he is a musician AND brittish.  Love it!

EDIT – Just worked out for an hour.  Did the yoga and the crunches and the other random exercises.  That should help with having ended the fast.  Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day.  And red_candle just told me how much is really in the kisses and peanut butter cups and I swear that is like over half of my intake that was chocolate.  I think I’m ok with that.  Ahaha.  I just think it’s funny. 

❤ M

I really can’t afford to use my time to comment on everyone’s journals right now, so I’m going to.

I haven’t eaten since sunday.  And I’m down to 130.1.  I am tres happy.

I am super tired though.  But He is going to be up here today!  I might get to see him!  AHHHH!!!  Ok enough.  Time to go make comments.

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I am back at the dorm and so much happier.

My room is a mess though.  I will clean in after class while I put off doing my western civ. homework.  haha. 

Weighed in this morning at 132.9.  That is about 2 pound from where I was before I left for home, so I’m not extreamly dissapointed.  I took me pills and I drank some water and other than that I slept alot today so I’m not really hungry.  Ok, gotta get ready for class.  Later I will work out. 

Thanks for all the comments girls, it helps alot alot.  Plus, I always comment back!

EDIT – Well, I haven’t eaten today.  I had a honey packet, but it didn’t stop my stomach from growling very loudly in the middle of the poetry workshop.  It was v. embaressing.  Oh well.  Just have to get used to being hungry again.

Now I need to go write poetry and crap.  Jeepers.  Or shower.

EDIT AGAIN! – Still haven’t done the poetry.  Oh boy I’m tired.  I did shower though.  And I lost a pound.  So I’m pretty happy.  Still haven’t eaten.  I’m pretty proud of myself.  I need to sleep so I can work out tomorrow.  Haven’t done that in a while. 

Oh yeah, I hope everyone likes my new layout.  I do.

My Mom ordered me this bikini, and I think she also got me this one.  I am so excited!  Talk about thinspiration!!