So this will be a better update than the ones I have been giving.

Yesterday I had so much food.  I went to a buffet (I know, BAD IDEA) with my friend.  We pulled the starving college student card.  I also had two candy bars and chocolate cake and cereal and a granola bar.  It was sick.  Eiw.  Took extra Fiber when I got back to the dorm and had a zantrax before I left. 

I haven’t been working out alot this week because I’ve screwed up my sleep schedual and I just want to fix it.  My mom is coming up tomorrow but I might be able to get out of eating because when she comes to visit she always buys me a meal but she is broke.  Like seriously poor.  I want to slap her upside the head because she can’t handle her money but I know she will hit me back and I don’t hit hard and she does.

Harry Potter was awesome but I am seriously depressed that Cederic died.  He is beautiful.  I want one.  And by one I mean him.  Gah.

I don’t know how much I weigh, I’m waiting till monday to pull the scale out.  Give myself a break.  OH YEAH and I was all feeling like ‘maybe I should just chill with the whole eating thing’ then I watched the OC last night.  Thinspiration!  Now I’m like dude I have to be like them and I’m all back on up in there.  I am so going to binge on season 2 this weekend because Holly is going home til sunday night.  I miss Elise.  She will be here next week.  Yay!

After getting notenoughsleep I am feeling better and will be meandering about the internet for a while this morning giving comments and such.  Sorry I’m all slacking and crap.  I don’t like it much. 

I was horrible today, do NOT want to talk about it.  This weekend is going to be major recon to see if I can fix some of the dammage I did.

FINALLY got the LL Vanity Fair.  So relieved.  Hate vanity fair, LOVE lindsay lohan.  As you can tell. 

This is going to be a bad day I can tell you that now.  Holly and I are going to the Red Apple Buffet.  We are going to see if we can steal food to take back because we are ‘starving college students’. 

Yay.  <sarcasm>

But we are also going to the mall so that I can find a copy of the Vanity Fair and then we are going to see Harry Potter because neither of us have.  That makes us sad.

I think Selma is fabulous.  Look at those hip bones I mean come on.  She was thin before it was cool.

Brittany Murphy, she slimmed down alot and the thing I always notice about her is how leggy she is.  She is like a little kid just tiny and unabashedly everything she feels.

Killer legs. She is so easily beautiful.  I love Kirsten Dunst.

I love Fergie.  She makes me want to bust my ass in a gym.  But you know I don’t like the gym and me being scared of it makes me not go.

Britney before she got all pregnant and stuff was so beautiful with the perfect body.  Seriously, she is probubly the first one that made me realize what shitty abs I have.

I love Mischa, she is perfection and I want to be her so bad.  Just beautiful.

Some Nicole and Lindsay pictures because they are thinspiration incarnate.  Friends don’t let friends stay fat.

See?  Thin people are happier.  It’s sad and true, like how puppies grow up and become dogs and dogs grow old and die, it’s just a fact of life.