Dirty Sean

I’m afraid I’m going away for a while.  I don’t know if/when I will come back.  Most likely not coming back.  But if anyone needs support feel free to contact me, and don’t think that I’ve changed.  I just have to go.

❤ M

After having tea and chocolate for the end of last night I am today fasting and doing so far so good. 

Good things

Finished most of my homework

Sitting in the sun

Finding freckles

Just feeling better because I’m not eating today

Bad things

My foot hurts

I have been doing so badly and not commenting but I’m turning it around this weekend.  Just watch me!

1. Choose a band / artist: Superchick
2. Are you male or female: One Girl Revolution
3. Describe yourself: Kareoke Superstar
4. How do some people feel about you: Wonder (if she’ll get it)
5. How do you feel about yourself: One and Lonely
6. Describe your last relationship: Wishes
7. Describe your current relationship: Courage
8. Describe boyfriend/girlfriend: Princes and Frogs
9. Describe where you want to be: TV land
10. Describe how you live: Suddenly
11. Describe how you love: Beauty from Pain
12. Now make a wish for: Rock Stars
13. Share a few words of Wisdom: We All Fall
14. Where do you Live? High School
15. Now say goodbye: Hero

EDIT – I wish I had the courage to purge.  What the hell is wrong with me?

To try to counteract things I took 2 zantrax 3, 2 power g, 6 fiber, and one apple cider vinager diet pill.  I have a feeling I’m screwing myself over but I don’t care because in some twisted way it makes me feel better. 

I forgot to weigh myself this morning so I will tomorrow.  I ate so much candy last night.  Eiw.

Today I will eat again, but I am also taking zantrax and green tea and power g.  I just took the last of my green tea.  Oh dear.  I’m out! 

132.7 Oh eiw eiw eiw!  Fasting.  Did a tiny bit of yoga but thought I was going to pass out.  Gonna jump around like an idiot now.

Well, so far so good.  Only intake has been a zantrax and a tiny bit of orange juice to wash it down.  I’m out of water and too lazy to filter it so at the moment I’m quite thirsty.

Now I’m cleaning and doing homework to ignore hunger and valentine’s day.

EDIT – Ah, well valentine’s day also means that I play poker with candy and friends.  So I eat.  This week is so fricken bad, I just hope that taking extra pills will help.  I would take more but I’m out of water.