Dirty Sean

Thank you for all of the support ladies!  It really really helps like you all know if you get comments at all, even 1 makes me happy.  But 1 from each of you makes me extatic so keep that in mind.

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Yeah, I’m pretty happy.  More of an update later, I’m eating cookies today in a class so I’m taking the zantrax 3.  Poetry here I come.

EDIT – Ate some cookies.  They were good.  I actually really like the ones with less fat, they have like apple sauce in them, so when Jess said she wasn’t taking any cookies home I took them because no one else wanted them.  I think I will go for a walk because it is so nice outside today and I have to work off the zantrax.  But first I need to do some laundry.

EDIT AGAIN! – President Scott bought me a sub.  It’s turkey on wheat, and I don’t know the calories and I’m not going to look them up because that would depress me.

So far today…

Cocktail – Apple Cider Vinager Diet Pill, 3 Fiber, 1 Power G, 2 Green Tea, All my Juice Plus

B – 3/4 cup of hunny nut cheerios, 110 cals

L – 1 apple

Another Cocktail

D – 1 granola bar – 180 cals

&a snack pack pudding cup – 140

So that makes today’s total (I’m not counting the apple cus I still say it’s a negative) 430 calories.  Not bad.  I’m usually so bad at just eating a little bit.  Today was good.

So far so good.  Probubly no exercise today because I am 1. Tired 2.Swamped.  Ah well.  Just will try to fidget alot. 

See, it is 8.20 am and I am so not going for a walk today.  Because now it’s snowing like crazy.  I jinxed it. 

I want to like post a schedual of what I will do this week but at the same time I’m so bad at following scheduals.  As soon as they are down I’m like no I’m not going to do that.

Monday – Wake up at 8, have a half a granola bar, go for walk, come back, do yoga or do poetry, take shower, go to class, work on school, buy sleep meds?

Tuesday – Same thing

Wednesday – Wake up at 8, have small breakfast, go for walk, dye hair blonder, do poetry, go to class, do more schoolwork, One tree hill and project runway with Holly.

Thursday – Day off so I dunno yet.

Friday – School work like all day I will be cramming.  It will suck.  Last class for Poetry Workshop and final due for Western Civilizations.  Ick.

I can’t sleep and it’s almost 3.  I have to wake up in 5 hours!  Yeah that sucks.  I need to buy some sleeping things.  Like pills or nyquil.  I just want to go to sleep.  Like half my posts on here are half full of me just saying I want to go to sleep.  I’m sorry.  But I really want to go to sleep.  ACHK.

I weighed myself this morning and was 130 right on the dot.  I figure, that’s pretty good because I didn’t gain alot and I can get back into the 120’s in no time.  So then I went out to lunch with my mom and brother and it was good and I ate alot and feel sort of bad about that.  Then I come back to my dorm and they leave and I go to the bathroom and I got my period!  So that explains why I feel like crap all the time this week and haven’t lost anymore!  Plus it’s pretty darn great that I’m only at 130 when I’m on my period when usually it’s WAY more.  I am just so relieved!

Plus my mom bought me new blonde dye for my hair so I can retouch for next week when everyone comes back to school, and she got me the new Allure magazine (must for make-up mavens like myself) AND she brought up 2 of my new bathing suits.  Yeah baby!  I will try them on next week when I feel a little less like crap. 

Thank you girls for the support, I will comment on ya’ll when either I can or you have new entries.  I don’t like commenting on the same one twice.  Dunno why.