INTAKE
B – nothing
L – slept through
D – will be something because mom ruins my days by having us have a family meal.
Yesterday was so good and then last night my mom had us all eat chicken pot pies, which have something like a million cals in them. Then I had some ice cream and chocolate. I know it’s bad, but at least now it won’t be there to eat again! And I worked out every day except today and when we finally move the treadmill inside I will walk for like an hour.
I went to Walmart with Chrissy today and I will post a list of everything I got when I get back to the dorm because here it is dangerous to have things out in the open because of my mom. I got alot of stuff. And a work out DVD. I love Chris because she is the only person who knows about this stuff that I do that isn’t online. She is really helpful. Always supportive. A big inspiration. Love her!
Oh yeah, and I went blonde. Maybe I will post pictures of that too.
EDIT – I just found out about the Lindsay Lohan bulimia thing. And I went to the store to see if I could get the magazine and THEY DON’T HAVE IT. Maine is 18 steps behind and it’s making me mad. I’m going to go listen to her new cd and diy my hair again. Blonder. Like hers was.
And I watched Wedding Crashers and I want to be Rachel MaCadams. I will be I swear. Dagnabbit.
EDIT AGAIN! – This is where the pictures of me are at. Take a look see. I’m wearing a hat.
I didn’t know lindsay lohan was bulimic! where’d you hear that? i think she’s really cute, i’d love to be her size. anyways. He’s in the national guard, he switched from the reserves to the guard to avoid iraq, and they sent him the week after he switched! it sucked. ❤
btw i LOVE rachel mcadams too! lol, i’m such a nerd.
I didn’t know she was bulimic either! Crazy. I can’t do that partly b/c I’m physically incapable of making myself throw-up and partly b/c it will ruin my throat and therefore my voice, which I kinda need for my major, lol. OMG, I watched Center Stage again tonight and bought it at Target today for like 5 bucks, lol!
Well, stay strong, and good luck getting past your mom. I’ve started acting like I’m wiping my mouth with my napkin and spitting food into it. It seems to fool people. Much love ❤ Lara
/Yeaaa… I told him he’ll never be as good as my dad in my eyes since my dad is superman… you can imagine the reaction wasn’t good. Oh well… It was great to see you today though babe!!! Keep up the good work- I can’t wait to see what you look like by spring break!!!*c
aww thanks so much for that comment, it’s sooo true! when i’m thin it will all be on my terms :)btw- amazing intake today, and yaaa i love wedding crashers! she look so thin in that movie, oh and yaa post some pics of you blond that’s awsome :)i just saw that LL mia thing… so werid, i want the mag too, but even in chicago it’s not out yet, i bet it will be here in 2 or 3 days, they still had the jennifer aniston one on the rack- annoying! hahagood luck with all- Bo
yeah — family dinners can really suck.anywho, goodluck <33
Good luck!
*Eva*