NO MORE
No more excuses, no more food. I am getting back into the swing of things. I am fasting today. I am not going to let myself down. “A contest against myself, that’s my favorite kind!” ahhaha Monica from friends. You know, she can be rather thinspirational because she is a cook and skinny and used to be fat. I know I know it’s just TV but I think it’s great when she says things like “There’s a fat girl inside me that I haven’t fed in years”. Maria Menunos did it too. Except in real life, no on TV. She was a 12 and lost a tons of weight so that she could be in the TV career.
My thinspriation:
You know, I don’t know about an ultimate goal weight but right now my ultimate goal is to have a ladder, like the one on this chick.
EDIT – Intake so far
B – None
L – None
S – A honey packet. Some water. I need to drink more water but I don’t really have any.
D – Veggies and water. Not a bad way to break a fast.
S – about 150 cals of dark chocolate, a small piece of cake. Well, I just think it could have been worse and if that was the only thing that really counted for my eating today I don’t mind. I purposely didn’t take any pills today but will tomorrow.
E – I went for a half hour walk (around a mile) and then did crunches and such for about 5 minutes. I love working out. Tomorrow I might do yoga.
I have decided I am in love with Natalie Portman’s charecter from Closer. I want to be her when I grow up. But instead I am going to be a christian. I guess I will be the christian version or something.
Dirty Sean 
Great thinspo. I love Monica! I’m like 5’3 3/4″-5’4″
Have a great day! ❤ Lara
i love the thinspo. you lost 21 pounds .. gj. <3okay try to do the 2 pounds a week with me. it isnt hard! this week ive lost 3. unless i gain it back .. ive done good.
what does your weight usually range from? mine usually goes from 112 [im there right now] to even 120. usually its at precisely 115.
stay strong<3
Love the thinspo!!! Keep up the good work…yeah, monica is thinspirational:) Have a great day hun and thanks for the comment yesterday!!!
xoxoxo
L
I wish I’d never got into cutting – it’s a load of crap, I cut like mental last night. I’m so devastated with myself, the scar between my breast’s is so itchy. . . I looked like a mad-woman scratching down my shirt today at school!
Take care.
love your thinspo.that bottom picture is amazing.stay strong today.you can do this.
babe don’t sweat it you can get your control back!!!! I have faith in you hun– you’re an inspiration to me- the amount you’ve lost in this short period is incredible — for real doll, you’re awesome. Keep it up!!*c
i want to go for a walk too .. argh.
130 is pretty good. whats the highest youve ever been?
❤
hey! aw thanks. ur amazing! i love ur intake, and i love ur excersise! yeah hopefully i dont get hurt. but im really weak rightabout now soo yeah.in school ive been blacking out a bit. you know when u dont really faint, just everything around u turns black and dizzy? ive never gotten them at school, just at home.<33333
i love yoga<3 haha & youre right, i should be kissing more boys!! xo
good luck with your fast! hope it continues to go well. i like monica froms friends too. i miss friends… 😦
Thanks! It’s just so nice to be in the 120’s again! Good luck with your fast! ❤ Lara
I looover your profile pic =) The OC is like my religion. I getting back into the swing of things as well, good luck<3Anna
Hey, your intake today has been AWESOME!!!! You are so inspiring to me:) And thanks for the comment–yeah, isn’t it weird how I admire and respect my friends so much and will listen to them about anything but this???? I must be psycho or something…but I know the truth will penetrate my thick skull eventually:)
Great job w/ exercise too. I LOVE exercise and am just starting to get back in the habit of doing it. I esp. love biking and running–what are your favorites????
xoxoxo
Liz
good goal!!
i have no idea how it all came back haha, but we are in this together! we can do it! thanks for ur supporting words, good luck with all – Bo