127.4
Looks like this is working. I’m going to try it again today. I realized that I want to be as small as my sister was when she was back and just pregnant, which is 125. Makes sense, considering that is my next goal weight. This is the week ya’ll! I’m going to make it!
B – 1 zantrax, cereal, 110 calories, water
L – 16 oz hot chocolate, 352 calories according to the calculate for Dunkin Donuts hot chocolate, 1 power g, 2 green tea
Talking to my friend Arizona online:
AZjapan: well i always thought u were hot it was just u were sooo scary wit the red hair especially when u got mad at me
CaptainOats xO: hahahahah
CaptainOats xO: you are right
CaptainOats xO: you are funny
AZjapan: wat
AZjapan: im not kiddin i have always found u very very attractive just the red was killin ya CaptainOats xO: aw jeeze. but i look so much better as a red head
AZjapan: NO
AZjapan: u look sooooo much better as a blonde
CaptainOats xO: it’s like the lindsay lohan effect
AZjapan: ya cept ur not anoerxic
CaptainOats xO: haha true
This is the best secret in the world.
EDIT – Messed up and will mess up again. Chocolate is in order when friends break up with their boyfriends. It’s a bad night for girls night.
EDIT AGAIN! – Ok, I only had a piece of chocolate cake, and I took the power g and green tea so it wouldn’t be so bad. Considering I could have eaten tons more I think that’s pretty good. Also I was running around like mad doing things because I moved today. I got the room! A good nights sleep, I’m so excited. Speaking of which…
youre gonna make it, i just know it! ❤
im so proud of you. gj. youre almost there. hang in.
❤
You’re doing great! That’s kind of ironic–the conversation w/ your friend. Isn’t it kind of cool when ppl don’t suspect????
Take care and have a great day!!!!
Liz
hello beautiful!
you’re doing wonderful && i know you’ll make your next goal in no time!
have a wonderful day & stay strong!
❤ ❤ ❤
:] Secrets, secrets, secrets. I wish I could just tell people about my eating disorder but, like I’ve said many times, people in my school have no emotions apart from about 2 people. I really wanted to tell them about my cutting today, but I wasn’t sure. Awwh, thank’s for the sweet comment.
Take care.
no ma’am. beach bunny.
zantrax..hmm i need to get a diet pill. how much was it?? and…do u have to be over 18 to buy it? let me know..thanks love<3 stay strong
its always funny when someone guesses but doesnt realise theyve guessed. stay strong!
wow. that conversation .. just wow.nobody will ever know.
the worlds best kept secret.
when i read that convo from your friend, it made me giggle haha … happy to hear your plan is working love! keep it up! xo
yeahh. i think zantrax is pretty good. but uh… so im doing this.. i have been really strict on it for 2 weeks like REALLY but im freakin only losing like 5 pounds so far. im incredibly upset by this. heh… does this happen to you? or like, do you know what im doing wrong?
just looking for some help. thanks.
❤ Enn
i just bought zantrex and i’m scared that its going to like make me die or make my throat close up or something. how is it for you? i’m terrified now that i’ve really informed myself on what it’s like. i’m about 5’2′ about 125 pounds if that changes anything…